Hanging up the utters!

Well, I am officially done being a milk cow by the advisement of my doctor. I gave Jessica what I could for 5 weeks (plus what I have in the fridge). My fever is finally down...but I had to go back to the doctor for an issue south of the border. She was able to straighten things out down there and saw that the breast infection was still in full force. So, I am stopping cold turkey (she suggested it). I can now sleep for a longer stretch of time and not be tied down to the pump. I am upset that I couldn't go longer...but I need to be happy so that Jess is happy. It was hard to pump while home alone.